Confessions of Nothing











{November 14, 2006}   Emotional?

Have you ever felt like something was on your mind, but you don’t know what? That’s the problem with me the majority of the time when I’m bugged or in a certain mood I can’t seem to figure out why I am. And, when I do know I can’t seem to find the correct words to explain it to people.

 

People expect me to be able to explain myself: my actions, words, feelings, and moods. Yet, how can I do that when I don’t even know myself?! Another problem, I sometimes expect people to automatically know what’s wrong with me, and I get more annoyed when they don’t. I’m not sure why I act like that, but I try not to. Just at times my extinct come out, and I can’t control my emotions and actions very well. =/

 

They’re maybe many reasons as to why I act this way. Some people may blame my high emotions on the fact that I’m a Scorpio, others would just say it’s the way I’ve been raised, and yet, I think it’s just the way my brain and emotions operate, NOTHING else. Unfortunately, that means I’m the only one responsible for those actions, and I’m also the only one who can change them. Which involves a lot of work and self-discipline. Hopefully, though, I can change myself for the better, and maybe even finally understand my motives.

 My point of this being, to help encourage people with similar problems, that you’re not the only one with that problem. And, you can try and fix it. Though, it may be hard, just try it’s for the best. And, maybe even you will be able to find your true self.



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